What is this uncomfortable feeling from my gut to my crown about, the heavy emotions, painfully sad, behind the mad? Please help me identify so I can release and allow healing.

You are in a place of clearing, meant to be allowing the old buried to rise up and fall away, so it’s no longer trapped inside wreaking havoc with your sense of well-being. No longer stuffed into a dark corner waiting to be invited into the open, to be expressed and released.

People and partners are showing you the circumstances, the dynamic that occurs to foster this. You have the opportunity to feel the feelings and respond differently. Don’t beat yourself up for the feelings, instead; observe, be loving to self and know you have the power to not take that dynamic on any longer.

A new response to old stimuli that is re-enacting for your growth. You are knocking down the walls that you have lived behind and stepping into the Light of your natural Being, your true nature. You are not at the mercy of anyone or thing, trying to be safe. You are free to be loving to you, no longer punishable.

You are required to grow that part of you into a healthy adult, bringing all of you into the now with a fresh start available and forgiveness for all. Feel your sadness, feel your loss, feel your anger etc., so it can move through and you can become present and available to all of you.

Use the teaching to know what it feels like when… and be aware not to put others in that same place, intentionally or unconsciously. Compassion for self and others is birthed this way. No more suffering required. There is a new way to experience your life: in freedom. You are allowed to be you. They are
allowed to be them.

You will be holding space for people who want to transform this. This is essential experience for you as a teacher. Teachers demand excellence of themselves. Kindness and compassion are your tools and your gifts in this situation. You have an opportunity and you are taking it to make a difference.

Keep up the good work, dear one.

We love you

Your Source and Spirit